Wednesday, April 15, 2009

I'm on my way. Just set me free, home sweet home.

Well hello again friends. I'm here with another birthday update. Let's start with the yougest, to the oldest shall we?

Valary Renee DiBenedetto-Sanders was born on April 7, 1982. She is the younger sister of Michelle DiBenedetto, and is married to Avenged Sevenfold lead singer M. Shadows (Matt Sanders.)
Michelle Louise DiBenedetto was also born on April 7, 1982 and is the older twin of Valary. She is engaged to Avenged Sevenfold lead guitarist and sex god, Synyster Gates (Brian Haner, Jr.)

Randall Keith Orton was born on April 1, 1980 to his parents Elaine and Robert Orton Jr. He has two siblins: Rebekah and Nathan. On Septemper 21, 2007 Randy married Samantha Speno and on July 12, 2008 they had their first child, Alanna Marie.

Gerard Arthur Way was born on April 9, 1977 in Newark, New Jersey to Donna and Donald Way. And he had one younger brother named Michael James, whom he is in the band My Chemical Romance with. He released the first issue of his comic book The Umbrella Academy in September 2007. He married Lyn-Z on September 3, 2007 after the last concert on Linkin Park's Projekt Revolution Tour. They are expecting their first child this summer. In 2010 Gerard is set to release his solo album My New Life Begins

Amy Christine Dumas was born on April 13, 1975 in North Carolina. She was in a six year relationship with Matt Hardy, and then cheated on him with Edge (Adam Copeland) in 2005. As of summer 2006 she is dating Shane Morton, whom together created a band called the Luchagors based out of Atlanta, GA. On Sept 11, 2007 the Luchagors released their first CD The Luchagors.



Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Leana Noelle MacFadden

On February 13th, 1982 Leana was born. She is known for being Teen Proproganda. She is engaged to James Sullivan-The Rev from Avenged Sevenfold. She is a very beautiful, smart, and funny woman who is lucky to have found such a nice man to be with and love her for who she is and not who she was.

A-True-Leana-Fan,

Lixie Maryse Sullivan

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

james owen sullivan





So today is James Owen Sullivan's birthday. Better known as The Rev from Avenged Sevenfold. (which is my favorite band! :P). He turns 28!!! Wow he is getting pretty old...haha not really. I mean he's still younger than my mom. which ya know who cares about her anyway? She ovbiously doesn't care about me, so why should I care about her? oh that's right I don't. My sister may still care for her mother...but not me. Not after how she dumped us to live for her gambling and drugs. what a hooker. I'm getting off track and I apologise. The Rev's birthday...this could mean many things. To me it means that my idol is yet another year older. To my sister it means the man who my sister obsesses over is finally 28. haha :D I mean it's true I do obsess over Jimmy. I'll be honest, he's gorgeous, and he has a GREAT personality. Leana is an extemely lucky woman. And I am 90.9% jealous. I can't be totally jealous cause I still have Shannon.
And after all that's all that matters in my life. If I have Shannon then I am complete. Not really but he likes to think that to make him feel better about himself. I think it works so I'm not going to burst his bubble now. That would crush him, and I couldn't handle a babbling crying baby of a 29 year old. And I'm off track again. SORRY!!!! :(
But I should be going friends I just wanted to drop by and say a happy birthday to Jimmy. love you all...

Lixie A. Moore

Friday, January 30, 2009

More about me...

Well hmm....where to start? The beginning, that's always a good place right? Otherwise you won't understand me at all.
Well when I was born I was born with the name Elixabeth Maryse Sullivan in Des Moines, Iowa on July 25th, 1989 at Mercy Hospital. I was born four minutes ahead of my twin sister, Sully. We were brought into this hell, whoops I mean place, by Tom and Carrie Sullivan, in my early years they were the world's greatest parents. To me, my sister, and my three other siblings. We lived a very good life, my parents made plenty of money. Everyone loved us! But when Sully and I turned nine that all changed. My dad turned to alcohol after losing his job, and my mom turned to drugs to deal with my father. Eventually we were short on cash, my parents were in debt from the drugs, alochol, and gambling, and my oldest brother Pat had committed suicide because he couldn't handle life anymore. We lived like that for a couple years until Sully and I made it into Junior High, then we started figuring out who we really were: rocker chicks. The girls in school who listened to rock music and dreamed of making in big in the music industry. A few of our teachers were always there for us whenever we would need help with learning a new riff on the guitar or when I would be writing drum lines for a new song. Others looked down on us for being different, for being who we are. Our parents were included in the group of teachers who looked down on us. They kicked us out of the house when we were 13 years old. We had no where to go, but Sully and my music teacher, Mrs. Thomsen took us into her house until we found a place to live. Now I remember from my early childhood that Pat always watched WWF, (which is now WWE for legal purposes) and I used to watch it with him. So when Sully and I moved into Mrs. Thomsen's house, we started watching it again. Just to keep the memory of our brother alive. It was then that we discovered the art of wrestling. It soon became another of our passions. And when we learned that they were coming to town, we practically begged Jen to take us. We had saved some money from when we lived with our parents, so we had enough for our tickets, and Jen had no problem with taking us.
The night of that Monday Night RAW is one I will never forget in my life. The Hardy Boyz were there, and seeing as they were our favorite superstars, Sullz and I were stoked. After the show, Jen took us out to a little dinky ass cafe to get something to eat quick. It was about ten minutes after we were in the shop that the bell above the door rang. And being who I was at thirteen, going crazy about boys, I looked to see if it was a cute guy. I would have never had guessed that it was going to be Jeff and Matt Hardy with their friend Shannon Moore, who I had remembered from WCW. I showed Jen and Sully who had come in and I asked Jen if Sully and I could go get autographs. She had said that was fine, just to not be a nuisance. I smiled at her devilishly for knowing me so well. After Sully and I got our programs from the show out, we walked over as calmly as we could. Before we reached them I saw Shannon look at us and whisper the other two "Look out boys, two little girls are drooling over you.". It kind of made me mad when he said that, but I bit my tongue to keep me saying something that would get me in trouble. Honestly, if I was drooling, it wasn't ever Jeff or Matt. No, it would have been over Shannon Brian Moore. We finally reached the three men after what seemed like forever. I smiled nervously, and with Sully being the shyer of us, and not saying anything, I politely asked for an autograph from the three of them. And after they signed my things they asked if Sully wanted them to sign hers too. She shook her head nervously and handed them her program. I waved Jen over at that time to introduce her to the two greatest (my opinion) superstars in the WWE and their friend. Shannon noticed that we looked nothing like her and asked if we were even related to her. I looked at him sadly and shook my head no and told him that Sully and my parent's had kicked us out because they were ashamed of us and that Jen was actaully our music teacher who kindly took us in. At this point, Shannon looked as though he was about to cry from my story. I had told him everything that had happened in my short life. He came over and hugged me and apologized for having been a jerk to us. Jen had gotten over just as Shannon had embraced me, and looked at us strange. I grinned madly, and finally let my gaurd down, and introduced her to Jeff, Matt, and Shannon. Shannon shook her hand first and smiled brightly with a hint of sadness still in his eyes. Matt and Jeff shook her hand after Shannon. I saw Shannon whisper something in Jen's ear and walk away. She looked confused, but followed him anyhow. While they talked she kept asking him questions and he would always answer with honesty in his eyes. Jeff and Matt were just as confused as Sully and I were. But I decided since I had the chance to actually talk to the Hardy brothers that I would take my opportunity. I asked them how their day was. And they answered that it was good, and we continued our conversation until Jen and Shannon walked back over to us. Jen had a sad yet happy and excited look in her eye, as Shannon looked estatic. He said that he wanted to take care of Sully and I because no child needs to go through life without a person to look up to and someone to care for them to the best of their ability. And I was just as happy as him when I heard this. I jumped up and hugged Shannon, and then hugged Jen. And thanked them both. Never in a million years would I have believed that this would have happened. NEVER!!!
About a month later Sully and I said goodbye to our friends in Des Moines, to our teachers that helped us out, and to Jen and her husband Alexander. And we moved to Carthage, North Carolina into Shannon and his wife Crystal's house. Crystal seemed nice enough. We learned she was a country singer. Which was okay with us, even though we were total rockers. But after about two years, when Shannon was away wrestling, Crystal would turn into a complete bitch, and me not having a care in the world gladly told her so too, and what did she do? She slapped me in the face. And since I have always worked out to someday become either a wrestler or a rockstar, I hit her back. She started to cry and called Shannon. He asked to talk to me about it, and I told him that she was being a bitch to us, and insulting us by calling us little gothic whores, and I told her she was being a bitch, she slapped me, then I hit her back. He kind of chuckled at the fact that I hit her back, and told me not to do it again unless he was around to witness it. It was then that I realized that Shannon was losing interest in Crys. And that maybe, just maybe, Crys was losing interest in Shan. Which with how she was acting I was hoping that they would divorce. Then one day when I got home from Jeff and his girlfriend of about 4 years, house I walked in to hear Crys moaning out some guy named John's name. I immediately called Shannon, and as soon as he answered I told him he needed to listen to something, I put the phone on speaker. As soon as he heard Crystal he told me to get Sully, pack an overnight bag, and head back to Jeff's. I did as he told me too. And went back to Shannon's truck (hehe driving without a liscence. :P) and went to pick up Sully at the mall. I walked to the store that she is ALWAYS AT, Hot Topic. I told her what happened, and we left to go to Jeff's. The next day, Shannon got home, and he told Crystal that he had heard her with John, she asked him how, and he told her that I had called him when I got home. She slapped me across the face, Shannon got pissed off at that and told her to pack her shit up and get the fuck out of his home and that he was filing a divorce that day and he never wanted to see her slutty ass face again. I couldn't help but laugh. Even though I probably shouldn't have.

The divorce was finalized in early 2005. DANKE GOTT! (Thank God) I was so glad that she was out of our lifes for good. Sully had moved into Jeff's place because of the stress and honestly I think she just wanted to get closer to Matt, cause he was always over there, and he and Amy had just broke up because she cheated on him with Adam. So it was just Shannon and me living in his house. With nothing to do because he was fired from his job. Now as I've stated earier in this long ass description of me, I've thought that Shannon was hot, and I've looked up to him. So it is natural for a girl to crush on someone that's hot, right? Well that is exactly what I did, I started crushing on Shannon. We would stay up late at night watching movies together and just hanging out, but on the inside I was dying to kiss him. I knew I couldn't because not only is that extremely illegal, but Shannon didn't like me like that. So I went on pretending that the feelings weren't there.
Here's something you don't know about me, I talk in my sleep. I share my deepest, darkest secrets in my sleep. And one night when Shannon and I were watching 'Saw' I fell asleep and naturally started murmuring things. And what just happened to come out that specific night? The fact that I liked Shannon. He asked me about it the next day, and I blushed and ran into my room and cried from embarrassment. Shannon came up and started knocking on my door. But I wouldn't let him in. I was an emotional teenage girl, who just got asked if I truly had feelings for the man who took my sister and I in about three years ago. I was a wreck! I eventually let him in, and he told me that I am a beautiful girl, and that if I was about seven years older that he would definitely date me, but it's just not right for him to date a sixteen year old girl. He admitted he found me attractive on the inside as well as my body, but it was just wrong. Of course that made me feel a lot better, but I had to do something just to get the feelings out there. I kissed him. Extremely passionately, and he kissed back until he realized what he was doing and then he pulled away. and told me that couldn't happen again for another two years. Of course when he got drunk, we made out, but he always made the first move and he always remembered what happened in the morning and we never went all the way. I wouldn't let him. I wasn't ready for anyone to have my entire body yet.


Eventually July 25th, 2007 came along and I turned 18. I was going to hold Shannon to his promise, and now that I was 18, I would give myself to him. I went to his home and waited for him to get home as he was getting home today from his last tour of Smackdown. But when he arrived he came home with a woman. Her name was Julie Youngberg. Of course I was upset at first. Shannon promised me that I would be his when I turned 18. I ran away from his house. I ran away to Jeff's to see Sully. I didn't look back. I couldn't in fear of not being able to continue my journey. Shannon and I had always been so close. So close that I feared that something like this would happen. At that moment, when I saw him holding Julie's hand my heart shattered, I realized that I wasn't Shannon's only girl. That he had someone new in his life. Someone who would easily take my spot in his heart. Someone who could keep him happy through the hurt he will hopefully feel when I'm not there anymore. I hated him. I hated him more than anything. I hated him. I hated him because I loved him. If you have ever felt that your whole entire being has been ripped away from you by a past lover then you know how I felt at that moment. It is a feeling I never want to feel again.
I made it to Jeff's in under an hour. Though it would have taken anyone who was just out for a stroll about two hours. I ran up to his door and pounded on it. I kept punching it until Beth answered. I ran in and just cried. And cried, and cried. At some point Beth got up and went and got Sully, Matt, and Jeff. I don't know when she did I just know that when I was finally able to slow my sobs long enough to look up they were there. They kept asking me what happened. Well Jeff, Matt, and Beth kept asking. Sully already knew. She knew that I was in love with Shannon. And she knew that would be the only reason I would cry to this extreme. I was honestly surprised everyone hadn't figured it out by now. I mean I know they aren't around everyday but how I act around Shannon or when someone is talking about him should be enough to realize that I like him. Oh well it doesn't matter cause they'll know after this.

"Do you all really wanna know what is wrong??" I asked them after about 25 minutes of crying.

"Of course we do. We wanna know whose ass we have to kick for hurting you." Evan the joker of the bunch said with such a serious tone that is scared me.

"I..i..I can't tell you. Sully can you tell them?" I ask my twin.

"Sure. Okay...so my sister has a secret. She's been in love with someone for a long time now. That person knows. Because he claimed he felt the same way. But since he's over 18 they couldn't have been together. Until today. Cause you all know that today is Lixie and my 18th birthday. Well Lixie went to this person's house today to wait for them. So they could finally be together after 3 years of waiting. But when he got home, I'm assuming he had another girl with him. And I'm assuming that this girl is his girlfriend. And now Lixie is hurting horribly. Lixie do you want me to tell them who this man is?" I just nod because I started crying again. "Lixie has been in love with her best friend, and you all's best friend for about 6 years. Lixie has been in love with Shannon Moore for 6 years."

They all gasped. Jeff jumped up and shouted "I knew it" which caused everyone to laugh. Evan just got up and left. I don't know where he went and honestly I don't care where he went. I just want to sit here with my friends and forget about Shannon Brian Moore. But of course because my life can never go right guess who decided to walk through the door at that moment. Shannon and his slut....I mean his girlfriend.

"Hey guys! Whats going on?" he asks as he sits down next to me. They all glare at him. "Am I missing something here? Lixie..whats wrong?" Could he be any more stupid? I just run away crying. He stands up to follow me.

"Shannon, how could you do that to her?" Jeff asks of his best friend since high school.

"Do what?"

"Dude we know you know that she likes you! And here you are on HER 18th birthday bringing home some chick! Do you know how fucking bad she's hurting right now? Remember when Krys cheated on you? Remember how bad you felt? You can fucking guarantee that's how bad she feels right now if not worse!" Matt goes off on Shan.

"What are they talking about Shannon? Who is that girl? How come you didn't tell me about her?" The girl with him asks.

"Her name is Lixie, I'm her guardian. And we've been in love with each other for about 5 years now. Well she's loved me longer than that. She was the one that helped me through my divorce. Hell she was the one that found out that Crys was cheating on me. Julie, I'm sorry but you should probably go. I'm sorry I brought you here, and I'm sorry for hurting you." he explains to Julie...

"Whatever. Call me if you still wanna be friends Shannon. It was nice meeting you all. I'm sorry I caused so many problems. But first do you think I could talk to Lixie for a moment. Just to clear everything up that I had no idea about her?" Julie asks my twin sister.

"I guess, she's upstairs in the guest room. Last door on the right."

"Thanks." I can hear her walking up the steps and down the hall way towards the room I'm in. I'm still crying but manage to tell her to come in when she finally knocks on the door. "Lixie?"

"Yeah?"

"Hi, I'm Julie. I'm sorry for everything that I've caused. I didn't know. I wouldn't have gone out with him if I did. I think he was just lonely ya know? You seem like a nice girl. And I'm sure you'd be better for Shan than I would be. I just wanted to see if we could be friends. Shan and I are over. But I'd like to stay friends with you all cause you're all nice from what I've heard from Shannon. What do you say?"

"That's fine with me if it's fine with them downstairs. I know you didn't know. It just hurts. But thank you for caring about me even though he lied about me. It actually makes me feel better. Now lets go slap Shannon!"

"Okay!" We skipped down stairs to Shan and both slapped him in the back at the same time. Then Julie hugged me and said bye to everyone and left. And I hugged Shannon.

"I'm so, so, so sorry Lix! I swear I didn't mean anything with Jules. I just needed someone at the moment. I never meant to hurt you darlin. Please forgive me?"

"Shan, I already forgave you. I forgave you as soon as I heard you tell Julie you were sorry for hurting her, but that you love me. I know your sorry so you don't have to tell me. I can see it in your eyes." And with that Shannon pulled me in his arms and squeezed me so hard I couldn't breathe. "Shan...I need air."

"Oh, haha....sorry." He said as he let go.

"So, um, how are you?" Shan asked me after a few minutes of an awkward silence.

"I'm okay, I'm better now though." I said laughing at how cheesy it must have sounded.

"...so? What does this mean?" We all hear Shane ask quietly from the corner of the room.

"I don't know, I mean its not like we're going to get in a relationship right away. Unless of course someone has the balls to ask someone else out." I say joking around a bit.

"Fuck yeah she's BACK!!!" Jeff says while everyone else laughs.